HAVE NO FRIEND (s)

I've just realised that for a while, I don't have any friends whose always there for me. Yet I'm hoping always there for them. What a phatetic live of me.

My friends list in FB are sooo much. But that doesn't says that U have friends. Just a symbolic I guess. No true friend (s). Shighs...

Why am I talking about this? Because that's what I feel right here right now. I thought I know them but I didn't. I try to be reasonable but my hearth tells different. Nobody like to be treatening like that by Ur own friends right? Friends who U think is Ur trully friends. Friends who never asked U again? He'...what a live.

Shighs...perhaps I just have 2 stay away forever. They happy & I'm Happy because I don't have to feel hurt anymore. My colleague said to me once: "don't ever trust someone who U called friends or bestfriend! 'Cause someday they'll stab U from back & leave U like a shit."
Until thet time I don't agree with him & yet it happened to me.

Why oh why they have to put a mask in they faces if they don't like me. Just say it. Much better than leave in a lie.

Yeah...I guess from now on I just have to be cool & stay away from them. For good. ^_^

MY FB ACCOUNT WAS BEEN HACKED (aaaarrrrggggggghhhhhhhh)

something wrong with my FB.

berhubung gw bukanya pake HP, jadi gw gak tau klu status gw tiba 2 ganti. tiba2 aja muncul coment terhadap status baru tersebut. yg nota bene gw gak update.


kamppppppppppreeeeeeeeeeeeetttttttttttt..............
duodoooooooooooolllllllllllllll..............
onyoooooooooonnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn.....................

gw ga kmau bersu'dzon. tapi pleaseeeeeeeee..........why my acct????

KAMPREEEETTTTT......(aaaarrrrgggghhh)

Dia yg telah menyakiti hatiku.
Dia juga yg telah aq sakiti hatiny.
Maafkan segala kesalahanku.
Kita akhiri pertemanan kita sampai d sini.

Hebat...hebat...gw cuma tau dia dlm 4hri & semua dunia hampir runtuh gara2 kelakuan bodoh gw yg gegabah.

Alhamdulillah aq masih punya 4JJI yg takkan menyakitiku. Aq masih punya ortu yg selalu ada untukku. Aq masih punya dia yg jauh d tanah Jawa sana sebagai motivasi untuk kembali bangkit & berpikir logis. Alhamdulillah...

Terima Kasih y 4JJI y Rabb. Engkau maha segala. Maha tau apa yg terbaik baikku sehingga aq tidak terjerumus bahkan terjerembab dalam jurang kenistaan.

Syukron katsiron semua teman2 yg selalu mengingatkan ku. Do'akan agar aq bisa terus kuat menghadapi cobaan sebesar apapun.

BACK 2 D' GROUND ZERO (Bismillah hirahma nirrahiim)

After last post, I just found out from the person himself that we can't be more than just friend.
Gladly I knew. Gladly I didn't have 2 wait 'till it's late. & gladly now we just friend. Yay...

My point being here is, I'm back 2 d' ground zero. I know I can't leave him. He who must not be name. He who very special for me among everyone. He who I always pray 2 4JJI in my every Shalat. He...whome I love always & forever.

Ya 4JJI, please fullfill my every pray about him. I'll do everything to make a good women that he want.

Sighs...maybe for all U guys out there think that I'm stupid enough to love this kind of guy. But as for me I don't care. Even tough he not recognise me (yet) I believe 4JJI will answer my every pray. Amien...

FIND SOMEONE NEW (very big hope for this one)

I have 2 forget about him (HH)!!!
YES, definately have 2 forget about him completly!!!
(But but but...I still can't. Still remember about him eventhough in a slight moment).

I think I found someone new (CW). Eventhough never see him directly, just trough chat, I think we connect.
But hey, if he just think me as his friend I'm ready for that.

So...let's talk about him. Hahahah...
He's kind, funny, smart, have the same hobby with me in movies & books. & I think that's how I start grew feelling 4 him :D

Right now, I just pray 2 4JJI that someday he could be my the one & only one, yay ^_^

Dear 4JJI, please may all my pray be come true. Amien....

BUMI ANDALAS MENANGIS

Masya4JJI...Ashtaghfirullah hal'adziim...

Apabila 4JJI sudah berkehendak, manusia tidak dapat berbuat apa2 & hanya bisa menerima dengan ikhlas.

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Klu d rumah, ayahku termasuk orang yg paling khawatir. Krn nenekku masih d sana. Tinggal d Solok. Mungkin tidak sehebat guncangan yg d derita warga Padang Kota & Pariaman, tpi cukup membuat beberapa rumah retak2 & terputusnya akses komunikasi. Baru sekitar Kamis siang dikeesokan harinya Keluarga yg ada d kampung halaman dapat d hubungi. Alhamdulillah keadaan nenek tidak luka. Beliau berhasil menyelamatkan diri karena rumah d kampung jarang2 jaraknya dengan tetangga jadi bisa kabur k luar pekarangan.

Kekhawatiran juga turut aku rasakan karena sebagian teman2 seruangan d kantor adalah urang awak juo. Kepala bidangku yg mempunyai anak sedang bersekolah di UnAnd, alhamdulillah anaknya selamat dr reruntuhan kamar kost. K' Rita juga panik karena sebagian keluarganya ada yg tinggal d Pariaman & pesisir danau maninjau. Dian lebih khawatir krn eteknya telah membeli tiket u/ pulang kampung tgl 1 Oct. Sedangkan beberap penerbangan ada yg delay ada yg tetap terlaksana. Tp dr bandara menuju kampung halaman orang tuanya d Pasaman cukup memekan waktu lama. Apalagi akses perjalanan k sana pasti sulit mengingat gempanya cukup parah. Banyak jalanan rusak. Gedung2 rubuh. Listrik mati total. Masya4JJI...

Gempa di Padang ini diperkirakan lebih parah daripada gempa di Yogyakarta thn 2006 lalu & gempa d Tasikmalaya ketika awal bulan Ramadhan kemarin. Gempa berkekuatan 7.8 SK. Impactnya sampai terasa k Jambi, Bengkulu, Pekanbaru, Padang Sidempuan, Medan.

Ya 4JJI berilah kami kekuatan dalam menghadapi cobaan ini. Berilah kekuatan ikhlas bagi keluarga yg kehilangan sanak saudaranya akibat tertimbun reruntuhan gempa. Jadikanlah kami hambaMU lebih mensyukuri ni'matMU. Amien...