Friday, November 12, 2010

LIKE THIS SONG AFTER ACCOMPANYING HIM (thanx for the 5 hours road)

THE SCRIPT







BREAKEVEN


I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing
Just prayed to a God that I don't believe in
'Cause I got time while she got freedom
'Cause when a heart breaks, no it don't breakeven

Her best days will be some of my worst
She finally met a man that's gonna put her first
While I'm wide awake she's no trouble sleeping
'Cause when a heart breaks, no it don't breakeven, even, no

What am I suppose to do
When the best part of me was always you and
What am I suppose to say
When I'm all choked up and you're okay

I'm falling to pieces, yeah
I'm falling to pieces

They say bad things happen for a reason
But no wise words gonna stop the bleeding
'Cause she's moved on while I'm still grieving
And when a heart breaks, no it don't breakeven, even, no

What am I gonna do
When the best part of me was always you
And what am I suppose to say
When I'm all choked up and you're okay

I'm falling to pieces, yeah
I'm falling to pieces, yeah
I'm falling to pieces
(One's still in love while the other one's leaving)
I'm falling to pieces
('Cause when a heart breaks, no it don't breakeven)

You got his heart and my heart and none of the pain
You took your suitcase, I took the blame
Now I'm tryna make sense of what little remains, oh
'Cause you left me with no love and no love to my name

I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing
Just prayed to a God that I don't believe in
'Cause I got time while she got freedom
'Cause when a heart breaks, no it don't break
No it don't break, no it don't breakeven, no

What am I gonna do
When the best part of me was always you
And what am I supposed to say
When I'm all choked up and you're okay

I'm falling to pieces, yeah
I'm falling to pieces, yeah
I'm falling to pieces
(One's still in love while the other one's leaving)
I'm falling to pieces
('Cause when a heart breaks, no it don't breakeven)

Oh, it don't breakeven, no
Oh, it don't breakeven, no
Oh, it don't breakeven, no




*my post :

before listened to this song, i was listened to The Man Who Can't Be Moved 1st. Up until then, i'm still in love with 2ndhand Serenade. Nice hear to sing or just humming. Yet...after that 5 hours road with him (thanx for accepting me to your long traffic midnight road, well...I did force you 1st hehehe :p), i'm becoming in love with The Script. Now whole their songs is in my blackberry.

I always dreaming that someday there's a man who looks like the description of The Man Who Can't Be Moved whose waiting for me, yet the situation now kindda awkward. Now, if am the man, it's looks like this song. hahaha....he' he' he' hope not. Oh please please please NOT.

Sooo....just enjoy the song then ^_^

SEHAT ITU MAHAL CHEU

Yap yap yap....Sehat itu mahal sodara-sodara. Maka, bersyukurlah kalian yang masih diberi nikmat sehat.

Ketika pekerjaan tidak se-hektik sekarang, saya selalu bertanya-tanya kapan saya akan sakit karena memang biasanya saya bisa tepar dalam 2 sampai 3 kali dalam 1 tahun. Dan ternyata waktu yang saya tunggu-tunggu itu datang juga.

Tapi seperti yang sudah saya perkirakan, memang kita tidak dapat memilih waktunya. Kapan dan dimana saja dia akan datang secepat dan sesuka hati. Dan sakit itu datang ketika saya sedang sangat-sangat hektik. Bukan saja laporan akhir tahun, bukan saja laporan tak terduga, tapi semuanya.

Saya sudah merasa bahwa saya sudah melakukan segalanya dengan benar. Makan dengan teratur. Tidur tidak terlalu larut. Kerja maksimal tapi tidak harus sampai lembur. *sighs

Ini saya baru bekerja seperti itu. Tidak kebayang teman-teman saya yang lain. Para lawyer di B&P, SNP, Planner di KemenPU, Bappenas, Dinas PU. Mereka bahkan bisa dikatakan kerja hampir 24jam. Apalagi teman saya yang paling saya sayangi. Tampaknya ketika saya posting tulisan ini pun dia masih bekerja. Well, karena saya tidak dapat membantu, saya do'akan saja semoga pekerjaannya cepat selesai. Dapat bernapas dengan lega. Tidak senewen lagi (emang dia senewen ya?). Tidak sampai sakit seperti saya.

Yah, saya tidak dapat memberikan tips & trik di sini untuk menjaga kesehatan itu seperti apa, toh saya yang sudah berusaha keras menjaganya tetap saja kena. Kalau kata kang Diman "ya, emang sudah takdirnya Di". Meski saya adalah staff Dinas Kesehatan, tpi saya bukanlah manusia super. Saya hanya manusia biasa yang tentu tidak luput dari serangan virus dan bakteri (ini bukan berarti saya hidup jorok lho). Yah, pokoknya PHBS sudah saya terapkan, tpi emang udah takdirnya ajah. Hehehe...

Aaahhh stop babbling dD (just like what Awan said), just take some rest.

Tuesday, November 02, 2010

LIFE IS LIKE A ROLLER COASTER RIDE




Life is like a roller coaster ride. Sometimes you in the bottom, other time you'll be on top, yet you'll be on the bottom again. And it's keeps continuing untill yor life is end.

That's picture i got from gooleing (thanx a lot mbah Google) and why i took that? Because it's exactly like what my life is right now. My head is up and down. My life is like riding a roller coaster. I'm in top but my head is looks like gonna falling. What an odd and absurd description.

Well, I guess I just have to enjoy my ride here. And believe that this ride is by ALLOH's will and I'll be safe on the right time.

Yoshya........