Harry: "You mean... that stuff's your thoughts?"
Dumbledore: "Certainly."
That is some conversation between Dombledore and Harry in one of Harry Potter's movie. This Picture bellow I tag it from Google Picture (missglayiii.wordpress.com)
Pensieve.....
1st time I read about this word is from Harry Potter's book. It's looks like a cool stuff and after recently I think I do need this stuff.
From Harry Potter Wiki I found the description about it:
"The Pensieve is an object used to review memories. It has the appearance of a shallow stone basin, into which are carved runes and strange symbols. It is filled with a silvery substance that appears to be a cloud-like liquid/gas; the collected memories of people who have siphoned their recollections into it. Memories can then be viewed from a third-person point of view."
At my own words is some magic art that can help you to remove a memory or some memories that you want to remove (not erase) from your head and put it in to some place else. It might not on your head again so you easily to forget it so it wont hunt you down. Just take it from your head. Move it away into a basin. I know it's looks like dangerous because someone else can see it into his/her point of view, but if you smart enough to hide it in a safe place, at least you save from a bad memories.
Sometimes I imagine I have it. I do really want it. And why i really need this? Maybe because for the past 5 years there are more bad and sad memories that I've had and really need to get rid of it. I even think about brain washing (dear Lord). Yeah it's a bad thing but I think it's better than I live full of stress. And if in some crazy moment I wanna remember it again, i just drag my face into the basin and see it again. hehehe....Maybe (and it's just maybe), if this stuff truly exist, there will be no Mental Health Institution.
Recently I'm thinking of it again. Several sad memories that hunt me that lock in my head makes me really want it so badly. But I re-thinking again "I've been there". Yep. I've been in those bad / sad memories. And up until now I'm still alive and never went to psychiatrist or Mental Health Institution. I know I'm tough enough to face it, even though the feeling is peeling my mind slightly but sure. Yep. I can make it to face all the problems that stick in me. "GOD will not give us more severe test than can be borne by the us."
*hiiiiaaaattttttt.......
Yoshya...I can deal with it and it will just fade away without noticing. It's me whose made it anyway so I'm the one who have to finish it. Ganbata ne' dD!!!
